My Mystic Legend The Changling ~ She Who Knows~

 

The first inquiry for this VIVID EVENT was intention.

    My intention was to delve deeper into my Psyche and see into my shadows and subconscious bringing into reality my hopes, dreams and schemes. I am unencumbered by the needs of others at this time and thus am able to allow myself the gift of time and space for creativity to flow. Excited & Ready

    The Seeker and the Wise One wish to journey into and  with the Shadow creating an environment of dance and Intentional Creativity 

This endeavor has taken me through months or creativity, working on canvas and journey through many pathways seeking symbols and answers to inquiries. 

THE VIVID EVENT

The Mystic qualities we were working with...

The Painter: Domain: Love, Physical:  Heart, Inquiry: What image am I creating? Action Potentials; Imagining and Manifesting New and Revolutionary Pictures 

The Priestess: Domain: Intention, Physical: Brain/Mind, Inquiry: What ceremony do I create? Action Potentials: Designing the Rituals and Honoring the Elements

The Prophetess: Domain: Vision, Physical: Womb, Inquiry: What do I see? Action Potentials: Seeing the Unseen and Speaking the Knowing

The Provocateur: Domain: Sensuality, Physical: Body, Inquiry: What am I craving? Action Potentials: Honoring the Embodiment of Sensations and Pleasures

The Peacemaker: Domain: Justice, Physical: Field, Inquiry: What am I at cause for? Action Potentials: Moving towards Peace with Informed Activism

The Poet: Domain: Story, Physical: Voice, Inquiry: What story will I tell? Action Potentials: Crafting and Telling the Mythic Poetic Narrative of Revolution

 The Psychic: Domain: Soul, Physical: All aspects of the Self, Inquiry: What does my soul long to express? Action Potentials: Reveals Gnosis from the Guidance Within

So, as you can see from above this was no easy task!! I was way out of my comfort zone a great deal of time, but the community of women and Shiloh Sophia held it all together. The support team and the private area to post made it possible on so many levels. I can not put down in words what this work has given me during this time of quarantine and political unrest.

There are 13 steps to the piece of work viewed above and lots of introspection and spontaneous writings. A taste...

Inquiry: What does my Soul wish to express? Story for the Future

        Physical reality and my work:  My life has been a tapestry of rich & decadent happenstances. I stumbled, I fell down & still I persevered. I'm at a turning point in my life where those gifts have led me to a bridge over troubled waters. I arrived, I survived and I welcome my Beloveds with open arms. And so it is   

Living My Mystic Self-compassion has no limits, Kindness has no enemy

Red Thread Circle Guide

The Red Thread Vow of Connection 

I am connected to you, as you are connected to me

I am called to this circle, as you are called to this circle

I witness your story, as you witness my story

We each have a sacred responsibility

to our own unique piece of Red Thread

May love be at the center of all our choices

During this time of quiet I took the opportunity to move into an online certificate course for becoming a Red Thread Circle guide. In the beginning I was unsure about what was to transpire, but as I progressed into the program I delved deeper into the heart of me=Soul Work.

 At this time I am putting together ZOOM Red Thread Circles for women, focusing on three different areas. Women in recovery working with ACOA, women in recovery looking for a grater sharing capacity and grandmothers looking to share their trials and tribulations.

A quote from Brene Brown that I have sat with and used for forward motion in my life.

 

"You either walk inside your story and own it,

or you stand outside and hustle for your worthiness"

 Below is a piece of my personal replies to some Inquiries~

After sitting with the ?'s at the end of Fearless Belonging Part 1, I realized that I have been on this journey for many years.

Fear of failure? I believe that there really is no failure, just a learning opportunity. When things don't end up the way I like I either try again or use a different tactic. 

Risk? I've learned that if no risk is taken life becomes dull and stagnant.

My biggest fear was stepping out of addiction into reality and creating the person that I am becoming today.

How have I been to hard on myself? Probably by people pleasing and putting too much on my plate at one time. 

The Circles calling to me at the moment are-

1. Walking in your Authentic Truth

2. Dancing through the Aging process

3. Letting the "cloak of shame/blame slide off of your shoulders"

Knowing that this is all process and growth and that I am walking in my authentic truth brings with it the ability to move through life at this time of uncertainty. 

Reality is as reality does...

MUSEA

 

As Simply Soothing Sanctuary morphs into it's future aspects, so do I!  I am only just realizing that I am a spiritual being having a human experience.  As this comes clearer into my consciousness I let go of limiting beliefs.  This in turn allows me to bring the dreams up and out into the light of day where they will come into manifestation.  As I write this and let it drift up into the ether I am freeing my webs.  I am and so I walk the path of creation. Dancing and playing and making a joyful sound.

Prosperity

I am immersed in abundant life.
Believing that my prosperity is measured only by the money in my bank account may leave me feeling vulnerable and concerned about scarcity and lack. But prosperity is not the possession of things, rather a recognition of divine supply.
There is no scarcity of air to breathe, no scarcity of love to share, no scarcity of divine ideas, substance or supply. when I recognize this and open m consciousness to it, I see divine substance everywhere. I affirm it not only for myself, but for everyone. Realizing the boundlessness of my spiritual inheritance, I see that nothing is lacking in my world. I recognize and appreciate my abundant blessings. Prosperity is mine.
And may the Lord make you increase and abound in love for one another and for all, just as we abound in love for you.--1 Thessalonians 3:12

I'm not sure where this writing came from, but I know that I own it for now!!

A Thinking Opportunity

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.
desiderata - max ehrmann - 1927

We had an enjoyable evening in celebration of the Spring Equinox. An intimate gathering of friends sharing a potluck supper and then doing an Ostara meditation by Selena fox followed by an Egg Divination ritual. The Labyrinth walk was beautiful with the crescent moon and all the little sunlights in the labyrinth. We finished off with an OM to the universe and a fire burn to toss our intentions in.

Valentines Day

Well another Valentines Day has come to a close. Church was full of the colors pink and red, and the children sermon was about how the church tells time and the putting away of the word"alleluia" until Easter. I like to listen to the children's message as I often sense more from it. We celebrated Valentines Day with lunch out and Platelets donation in Dedham at the Red Cross Center and then over to Bay Point in Brockton to visit Jim's mom. I sense my mom's gratefulness that she didn't need long term care.

I'm reading a book about early onset Alzheimer's and it is disturbing to see it from all sides. The husband and kids, and the woman feeling herself slowly disappearing. It brings a new understanding of the fear surrounding this diagnosis, and also a new energetic livng in the moment. Love and let it be known!!